Saturday, June 5, 2010

A down day..

Lonely emu by Suiyen

Very down..
Once reach home, both of you were sitting together..
You guys quarreled..

Uncle kept on sms me, requested me to call him quietly..
HEY GIMME A BREAK..!!
That's your business, it's none of mine.. Stop bugging me for information..!!

She told me about her feeling..
Her sadness..
Her disappointment..
and how she feels depress standing in the middle of two..

I'm very sad for her..
I'm very sad when i found out that i'm not that important to you..
I'm very disappointed that u created so many lies..

Most disappointing are..
When i'm down, you were not here..
When i'm down, you couldn't feel it..
When i'm down, you created lies..
and..
When i'm down, you are having your happy moment with your friends..

U just said u wanted to save few hours ago..
Few hours later, you are going for drink..
Isn't that a joke??
How are you going to convince people by acting like this??

I tried to think of the good side, I failed..
I tried to think of the happy moment, I fail again..
I tried to imagine from another angle, I failed too..
I couldn't lie to myself..

I hate myself..
and..
I'm feeling deeply down..
Trust no one, trust yourself..

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