Sometimes..

Sometimes,

I just don't know how to tell you..

I just don't know I should be telling you or not..

I believe if we don't talk about it and find a solution..

We're going to have a harsh ending..

U can't understand my words,

Just like I can't understand your words..

We came from a different background,

I've to work hard to blend into your gang of friends..

Feeling fed up to share what's in my mind..

Feeling fed up to share what's in my heart..

Feeling tired to work it out..

Feeling that there's someone that could understand me better than you..

Feeling that there's someone that I can easily share my feeling than you..

Feeling that there's someone that can understand what I'm trying to say easily..

痛彻心扉

看来你真的不记得我们明天的约会..

真的不重要吗?

我不提醒你, 你就彻底地将它忘记了吗??

痛彻心扉....

A down day..

Lonely emu by Suiyen

Very down..

Once reach home, both of you were sitting together..

You guys quarreled..

Uncle kept on sms me, requested me to call him quietly..

HEY GIMME A BREAK..!!

That's your business, it's none of mine.. Stop bugging me for information..!!

She told me about her feeling..

Her sadness..

Her disappointment..

and how she feels depress standing in the middle of two..

I'm very sad for her..

I'm very sad when i found out that i'm not that important to you..

I'm very disappointed that u created so many lies..

Most disappointing are..

When i'm down, you were not here..

When i'm down, you couldn't feel it..

When i'm down, you created lies..

and..

When i'm down, you are having your happy moment with your friends..

U just said u wanted to save few hours ago..

Few hours later, you are going for drink..

Isn't that a joke??

How are you going to convince people by acting like this??

I tried to think of the good side, I failed..

I tried to think of the happy moment, I fail again..

I tried to imagine from another angle, I failed too..

I couldn't lie to myself..

I hate myself..

and..

I'm feeling deeply down..

Trust no one, trust yourself..