What do I feel this CNY?
I don't feel it at all..
Ppl are making fun of me saying that I'll need to balik kampung, but in reality?
I don't feel funny at all..
All I want is to go back celebrate with my own family.. Reason?
I don't feel I'm part of them..
There are different culture, different practise, and etc that I need to learn, but it's ok, I don't mind learning..
Main problem with all these is, the person who should guide me is not doing his job, end up? Doing wrong thing and get screwed..
Not being understand by the person should understand, I end up feeling pressure and not enjoy at all..
