If you are still reading my blog..

If you are still reading my blog, I wished to tell you that the movie 'Bohemian Rhapsody' is so good..
 I see 4 of us good friends in the movie, how they got together, how they fall apart, and how they get back together again..
 Not least, I see us in the movie.. Maybe someday, someday.. We can be like the both main character, Freddie and Mary, loving each other in heart, being each other's good friend forever until the day of death..
#JY

朋友，你最近好吗？

Hoping for your next text will not be that long or with s bad news

I promised the last msg I sent before you leave to Cambodia until you are ready to contact me back..
It's not easy but I know that's what you want from me and letting you feel less pressure is my pleasure..
If you really think that you are happier being with her, go ahead, I just want you to be happy.. My hurt will heal someday, I'll take care of myself..
Not getting the chance to remind you Tont things about your trip is tough time to go thru..
我，知道想你了 JY

只要你快乐

是时候继续走了

今天第一天正式没有联络我了，
也是我在一个星期完全没吃东西，体重直接降了 1.5kg后，正式吃回三餐..
我没有选择，也不由得我选择
我该做的，都已经做了
心痛的，也已经没有得再痛了
只希望，
在你的日常生活中，
有时还会想起我。。
再见了， JYJY

Out First Day

Sitting in the same meeting room reminded me of the first day I met you.
I was late to the meeting rushing in, wearing the same outfit as what I'm wearing today, everyone looked at me, especially you..
I feel your existence but I don't dare to look at you.

This meeting room is no longer the same but that's where we start our journey.

All I can say is that I really miss you, but I'm no longer a person you miss..

Joker Card

其实，只需要一个 Joker card, 就可以将一切软化。
但往往重点已经不在，连最简单的东西也会被遗忘掉。
可能是不方便，也可能是不敢了。当初，又为何那么勇敢呢？当初的环境，不是更加不允许吗？
我不了解，真的不了解。很可惜，很怀念那个虽然很短，但只剩我们两人的世界
每一个互动，每一个眼神都直接打入心底。。
朋友一个一个离开，真的是我的问题吗？
是世界对我的嫉妒吗？我到底又做错了什么？
现在连我要的 Joker card 都没有了。。
谢谢你们对我的残酷，希望这一切可以锻炼出一个更加强壮的我吧。。
JY，加油。。