Sunday, March 4, 2018

再见了,我的 Facebook friend

今天,望着荧幕按了又取消,重复读了 "To block, if you are friends, you'll be unfriend"..
终于忍着痛,block 了你。。
望着你的照片,还有你和她过年一起跟妈妈拍的,我感觉的不只不舍,还有一股强烈的酸酸。。
我明白我并没有在现实中 block 你,但那感觉确是如此撕裂。。
Block 了过后,尝试再找你的名字,只看到这个让人心痛的画面。。


Saturday, February 17, 2018

First CNY

What do I feel this CNY?
I don't feel it at all..
Ppl are making fun of me saying that I'll need to balik kampung, but in reality?
I don't feel funny at all..
All I want is to go back celebrate with my own family.. Reason?
I don't feel I'm part of them..
There are different culture, different practise, and etc that I need to learn, but it's ok, I don't mind learning..
Main problem with all these is, the person who should guide me is not doing his job, end up? Doing wrong thing and get screwed..
Not being understand by the person should understand,  I end up feeling pressure and not enjoy at all..

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

这个情人节,不一样

四月十三号,是 Louis 的生日,竟然忘了祝贺他。。
但是我却有个不一样的情人节。。
谢谢你,把我当成最珍贵的人。 #JYJY

Monday, January 22, 2018

Arghhhh, shut uppppppp

Feel like running away again..
Don't feel like talking to anyone,
His family is all here talking to me, joking with me, asking me things that I don't know..
But I'm really sorry,  I don't feel like entertaining anyone..

Can I just have my own space?!
You guys are just so NOISY..!!


Tuesday, January 16, 2018

再见了,要幸福

难道我就舍得吗?
难道我就不痛吗?
我真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛,真的很痛。。
再见了 #JYJY,  以后就只有 #JY #JY 了。

Monday, January 15, 2018

就这样

心.碎了

大团圆结局

人家开开心心,你干嘛咧。。
人家大团圆结局,你干嘛咧。。
开心的事情,让人家开开心心就好了嘛,
又关你什么事咧。。
大团圆结局,散场。。
#JY  #JY