真的好想疼你

溺爱，忍耐，痛爱，伤害；

这些都是你对爱情的付出；

它们是多么的无私与伟大；

在你付出的同时，我却是那么的痛心；

好想疼你，爱护你，保护你；

但我又凭什么要你们分开？

又凭什么要去保护你？

又凭什么去索爱？

只要你快乐。。。。

讨厌的圣诞包裹 - Electronic Gadget

久等的包裹终于到了。。

虽然早已知道你买了类似的，但心中还是有点喜悦，迫不及待想把它交到你手里；交到你眼里；交到你心里。。
知道你对音乐音响有一定的要求，已尽我能力选了一个希望不会太差的给你。

真的希望你喜欢我选给你的圣诞节礼物。。

习惯

其实没什么大不了，
自己一个人也不是第一天；
你和他，并没什么不同，
星期六日也是没时间拍拖；
说是说无所谓，
但当看到人家甜蜜时，
你又真的无所谓吗？

Hardest memory

Today is supposed to be a happy day, but I don't feel happy at all.. You went thru with me the whole journey, didn't voice even abit.. I feel bad, feel like running away.. I'm sorry..

To achieve bigger, sacrifice is needed

Sacrificing is not first time..
If it would help him to stay more focus on your life, it's always worth.
I know it's hard for you to decide on your career path, but it would be clear if I'm not in the picture.
Not only you, maybe I'm the one who are afraid to lose you first..
I'm sorry JYJY, I'm selfish this time..

想着你

就像这首歌一样，想着你；

“也许有一天我们，终究会面对分离”；

恐怕很快就会成真了；

爱情与事业，我要你选了事业；

毕竟你都还年轻；

我给不到你将来，也不应该将你霸占与锁住；

心不想，那又能怎样；

“也许有一天我们，会在老地方相遇”；

It's all started with a nightmare

It was a day that you had a nightmare in the middle of the night, you hugged me so tightly until I almost can't breathe..
I asked what happen and you kept mumbling without opening your eyes "Quin yee, I had a nightmare, I'm so afraid to lose you, I'm scared Quin yee.. Please don't leave me."

I was so touched and not sure how to calm you down, I just hold on to that unbreathable hug and tell "Hey, I'm here.. I'm not going anywhere".

But who knows that the dream actually bring such a big impact to you where the feeling towards this relationship grew deeper and stronger. You feel more terrify to lose the person in this relationship..

Not like other couples, we have no anniversary, we cannot behave like what we wanted in public, nobody can accept the relationship between us, just because people are conservative..

But what we know is, we learn together, grow together, and go thru things together, which is the best gift ever.

There's nothing to be afraid of, we are always here for each other, just because we after meant to be together.

I love you #JYJY